Chapter 3876 The Descent Fetish:>>Ep3
- Sharon thought about it for a moment, trying to focus on the aspects that didn't involve Jim with another woman. While difficult, she was able to let her mind wander to the idea of being with another man. Sharon wasn't a nymphomaniac or driven by a voracious sexual appetite that required satiation in the form of many sexual partners, but she was sexually frustrated and missed the feeling of a body-shaking orgasm. More than anything Sharon missed feeling desired and wanted. It wasn't that Jim made her feel inadequate or undesirable, but it was clear that he no longer felt the way he used to about her. He used to get overcome with a passion to kiss, touch, or caress her, especially when she dressed provocatively or was fresh out of the shower. But those days were long past.
- Sharon concluded her thoughts with a slightly more positive attitude toward the idea of the swinger lifestyle but was certainly still struggling with other aspects.
- "You know we've been... in a funk. So, the idea of trying something new interests me, but I don't know if we're swinger people. I don't know if I have the ability to separate those two things, swinging and the rest of our marriage," Sharon explained, trying to give voice to the two opposite feelings she was experiencing.